- What do I really want?
- What do I need from God/An Enlightened Being?
- What would God/An Enlightened Being have me do?
- Can I just be still and let God's love fill me?
I decided to think about the questions again yesterday.
What do I really want?
I want to be calm and have inner peace. I want to we well proportioned, healthy and without constant pain. I want to be useful.
What do I need from God/An Enlightened Being?
I need unconditional acceptance, love and support. I need these without fail. I need to let go of anything that does not bless my recovery.
What would God/An Enlightened Being have me do?
As I give to others I receive these needs from my God in abundance. God would have me be open to receiving unconditional acceptance, love and support in forms that are different than what I might recognize. If I am set on receiving them in the ways I think I want, I will miss the gifts presented to me daily. I find it very hard to accepting unconditional love and support. I am always looking for the cracks and flaws so I am not blindsided by failure and disappointment.
Can I just be still and let God's love fill me?
This is very hard. I am trying. I thought this would be the easiest but it is the hardest to realize.
How do you learn to accept loss and change as necessary and beneficial?